If you want your life to make sense to you, you must stop proving yourself to people who will never love you. You are not here on earth to prove yourself to anyone, but yourself. You must learn to be comfortable with yourself. If you are comfortable with yourself, then you don’t have to prove yourself to anyone.
You have nothing to show to anyone. You are who you are. You are not comparing your accomplishments to the accomplishments of other people. You are comfortable with yourself. Don’t look down on yourself. You are good enough. You are a unique human being. You should celebrate your uniqueness, not abuse it.
If you are around people who don’t know your worth, you don’t have to prove yourself to them. Let them know who you are, what you stand for, and what matters to you. Don’t worry about them. Worry about you and where you are going. That is good enough.
They don’t have to like what you are doing. But if you like what you are doing, that is what matters. Learn to be comfortable with people who don’t know you. If you are comfortable with them, judgement will disappear. Whether they know you or not, you have nothing to prove to anyone. Do you?