If you are still looking for yourself, it is time to stop. It is time to start looking within yourself, not outside yourself.
Stop searching for what you already have. Whatever you do not celebrate in your life, you will lose.
If you care so much about happiness, then make yourself happy. Do not focus on what you do not have. Instead, focus on what you have. Because you have a lot to be grateful for.
You have your life. If you love your life, take care of it. Do not take your life for granted.
Your life matters. If you do not take care of it, no one is going to help you. If you do not take care of your thoughts, no one is going to do it for you.
Remember, you are here for a reason, and you are not here to waste your life.
The question is, are you wasting your time?